Today was the day I found out I was pregnant by a man I did not care to continue a relationship with. Although the beginning of 2020 had wrecked my self-esteem, I still had a sense of my worth and knew relationship with him would be cheap and I'd be short-changing myself. I knew I deserved more than the abusive language, childish manner, and manipulation.
Never had I ever had an adult tell me that "boundaries are stupid"
Or that they were to be "the only person to ever love" me
smh
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It's wild to me that I was ever entertaining such behaviors, but I only say that to digress in the shame talk and instead choose grace for the woman I was last year.
It has only been a year-- and therefore I need to continue to practice patience with myself
It has only been a year-- and beating-up the decisions made, no matter the consequences, is only hurting our growth.
It has only been a year-- and I've already made so many adjustments and improvements. I am proud of myself
It has only been a year-- and I am still growing
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*raises a glass (of water)
Cheers, to the first year of healing and growth and to the many more to come
Love ya Mone.
We Gon Be Alright <3
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